In Hiding of sorts.
The past two weeks had been so strained.
Sometimes, when unexpected things just happened, our minds felt so drained.
All the while, I thought I’m so prepared of whatever may comes. Thought I can handle it so well. But when it’s approaching a closing, I’m surprisingly in a losing end of my mind.
I don’t want to lose my little piece of heaven but what options will I have?.
Dare not even give a glance, so scare of falling further and wants to avoid the torment of missing …….My happiness just slowly slipping away…
It’s better to just keep pretending for the sake of maintaining of whatever that had left. Just foolishly playing hide and seek of the emotional kind.
I will be going away soon to somewhere further for a working assignment. Desire to free my mind while I’m there.
I’m really so exhausted.
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